How do you know when you’re posting too much? Hmm…something to ponder on this lousy, gray Monday morning.
Anyway, just a quick post to share with you all that I am feeling some serious anxiety about making my return to the gym tonight. My self-esteem is not the greatest to begin with, so when you put me in workout clothes with no make-up, sweating my butt off, beet-red in the face, huffing and puffing as I attempt to move my large self around…I mean, I’m about to have a panic attack just typing this! And I know I shouldn’t care if people are staring or judging or whatever–because it is better than sitting at home on the couch shoveling food into my face–but still. I wish like hell that I had some sort of home gym I could use. Hopefully I can just crank up some tunes and block everyone else out. And then, day by day, it’ll get easier, right?
Anyone have any words of encouragement or tips for me?